With-the-lights-out

Hiylo one and all, Im so shattered *yawns* so this is probally gonna make very little sense but hey ill try my bestith... *switches songs* Sooooo since my last journal theres been all kindsa things going on like: 1. 7/7 What a bitch that was im not too watever bout it which kinda sounds bad but the way i see it is that it was gonna happen it couldnt of been avoided but instead of sitting here like pillocks we should just nuke the twats that did this in the first place... this is never gonna end but the most stupid thing in the world is why there calling this a holy war... nothings holy bout killing thousands of people....... :shakefist: 2

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Please note many emo moments are due to follow.... ill number them as i go along starting now *1* Im going crazy here someone who means so much to me is losing her feelings towards me by the second and it hurts so fucking much *2* I cant get my head round it...... my situation is so fucking impossible to come out with anyone happy it seems and im just gonna turn into a nobody the nobody ive always been...... I take pride in knowing im making people happy and being helpful and trustworthy and i cant manage to do that with the very special person whos be

Too bored too right now but ill get to it later